Walking New Mexico // Weeks 31 and 32 // Family calls, I find out there is no nowhere, and a side trip to Denver

It was the first time on my trip I had wished I wasn’t alone. The Toaster House, Pie Town, New Mexico. I am just off a two week stint of not walking. One week spent in Nashville on account of my ill Papaw. One week in Denver on account of my good friend Brittney living there and the prospects of legal marijuana.

Day 211 // Datil was a strategic town, the post office was supposed to be holding a package for me. My AT&T phone was no good in the Southwest, so my sister sent me a Verizon prepay. I got the phone and called home after not having service for a few days and found out my Papaw was ill. (Papaw is southern Grandfather. I had a tough decision to make, family is always first, and I was about to be without service. I asked the woman at the diner where I was having breakfast if she knew how I might get to Albuqueque, NM, that’s the closest airport and it’s about 250 miles away. She recommended I ask the owner, I did, and he said his wife could give me a ride if I could be ready in 10 minutes. So, I was on my way. All of a sudden the realization hit me, There is no nowhere. I thought I was in the middle of nowhere, but at 8am in the morning I made a decision to go to Nashville and 10 hours later I was picked up at the airport there.

I spent one week in Nashville hanging with my family and am glad to report Papaw seems to be recovering well. I also got to do some comedy which is always a good time. Thanks Chad Riden for always throwing me up!

A oneway ticket back to Albuquerque was $500 and still brought the question, how would I commute the 250 miles back to Datil. Another option sprang into my mind. I had been wanting to visit my dear friend Brittney in Denver, Colorado. Flights to Denver were super cheap and then she could drive me down to New Mexico. I passed the thought to her, and she was down for the game plan. So there it was, side trip, Denver!!

In Denver I was able to hop on several different shows and perform before my friend Dave Ross recorded a comedy record! I went skiing for the first time and went on a beautiful hike in Boulder. Also I was able to legally buy pot and that was very liberating. Although I really wanted to stay longer, I knew I had to get back to the trail and get this walking lady a moving.

Brittney drove me down and dropped me where I left off. I stayed the night in Datil and the day before Thanksgiving I walked to Pie Town, New Mexico. The first I heard of Pie Town was when I was in Harper’s Ferry, WV about 6 months pryer. It was just a few weeks into the walk when I stayed in a hostel where AT hikers pass through. One hiker commiserated with my friend Dan about this awesome town with lots of Pie and a place called The Toaster House that has beer and frozen pizza in a fridge on the back porch.

Dan had given me the contact info for Megan who works at Pie O Neer. I texted with her and she told me to meet her at the pie shop and she would let me know how to make it to my lodging. I got to the shop just before closing, it wasn’t hard to find, because it is the only place in town open this time of year. I set at the bar and was greeted my the two owners Kathy and Stan. The town is located along the Continental Divide so they are used to getting people passing through. I imagine cross country walkers are the ones they get the least, especially the solo female walker. As Stan expressed “you don’t look like a walker”.

They soon realized I would be alone on the holiday, and they sent me on my way with a selection of 6 different kinds of pie. LITERALLY THE BEST DESSERT I HAVE EVER PUT IN MY MOUTH. If you have a day to spare it’s worth the trip.

Down the street, around the corner, and to the wood cabin with toasters hanging everywhere. The house was cold and empty. I turned on a few lights and soon realized what a special place I had found myself. The sign on the door as you enter reads “nobody lives here, make yourselves at home”. Ran completely from donations, and the kindness of a trail angel named Nita.

Normally there are other hikers and bikers at The Toaster House, but it looks like I am the only one here on this Thanksgiving Eve. Holidays have no real meaning to me. I enjoy the outcomes, family, friends, good food, good booze. But I don’t understand why must we celebrate in such consumeristic methods.

So here I am in this hiker biker museum. Every inch covered in something left by a passerby before me. I can’t help but think this might be the perfect place to spend Thanksgiving. For now I am solo, sitting by this fire which took we what felt like hours to build. I have had a couple of beers, a frozen pizza, and a slice of pumpkin pie. I feel ready for bed, hope this fire keeps the house warm enough, I guess I am supposed to wake up and keep it going? wtf

All alone in Pie Town, New Mexico. The realization that this journey is far from over, but a since of completeness takes over this moment for me today.

I’m lonely but free
I’m homesick, but right where I’m supposed to be

I know the world keeps moving on
but I’m stuck in the moment and I can’t let go

Walking New Mexico // Week 33 // Back on the road, Last week in New Mexico

Day 224 // Datil to Pie Town // 22 miles // miles walked in total 1,590
Day 225, 226 // Thanksgiving hang with lot's of Pie
Day 227 //Pie Town to Quemado // 22 miles // miles walked in total 1,612
Day 228 // Quemado to somewhere // 25 miles // miles walked in total 1,637
Day 229 // somewhere to Springerville // 25 miles // miles walked in total 1,662
Day 230 // Bestie surprised me on the side of the road and kidnapped me to Kingman for a few days.


My third day in Pie Town I went back to the Pio-neer to do a little writing and say my goodbyes. As I was sitting enjoying a bowl of soup, Stan yell's "Hey, Jess, we got a walker" and he stepped outside onto the porch. I followed behind and sure enough, cruising down the road, a woman pushing a cart. It was like an out of body experience, this is what I looked like, this is what people saw when they saw me. She pushed her cart up to the large porch and we all stood in wander. She took off her bandana and hat and asked if she could get some water. Well of course come on in. 

She said she hadn't realized a town was here and she thought she would have been road camping that night. She said she had seen a sign for a campground up ahead and that she was going to stay the night there. "You're not staying at the Toaster house. 

Brittany drove me from Denver to Datil. I was back on the trail after a week visiting my family after racing to Papaw's side. We left during a snow storm and drove all through the night until we made it back to the tiny town of Datil. The "town"  at  7,400 in elevation was a post office, and a gas station/ restaurant / Inn. That restaurant had fresh beef from the near by Ranches and it was to die for. When the owner's of the Inn gave me a ride to Albuquerque they let me keep my cart in their barn. 

As we arrived they were happy to see us and gave me directions of where to find my rig. Everything was still there, just as I had left it, only difference was the number of rat teeth prints over some things, but, hey, I guess that's the price you pay to leave everything you own on another side of the country, hoping for the best. Brittany and I had lunch at the restaurant and then she turned around and headed back to Denver. 

I'm in the high desert now, it's freezing at night, sometimes down to the low teens. But the days are beautiful and sunny. 



I’m here in Quemado. My hip hurts.  My right hip.  I did 22 miles yesterday, but that’s pretty standard.  I did it pretty fast, though.  New Mexico is beautiful.  The weather is perfect.  I walked all the way uphill, to the peak of 8,000 feet.And now I’m coming back down.  The next town’s 50 miles away, so...   [It’s gonna] be two days, yeah.  Two days.  Today I’ll just walk ‘til the sun goes down.  Put up my tent somewhere.  I’m feeling... Worried about my hip.  Worried about money. Worried about filming.  Worried about my relationship.  Worried about... My thyroid medicine.  I’m almost out of medicine. Guess I’m worried about a lot of things, so walking should good.  Think about stuff.  Ugh.  I have cell service.  What?  Thank you, Jesus.  [Phone makes noise] The fuck, you know?  It’s all fucked.  We’re all fucked.  Everything’s fucked.  Instant coffee just — like, what is it?  ‘Cause it’s not coffee.  It doesn’t taste like coffee.

Walking Arizona // Week 34 // 80 miles in the desert and my longest day yet.

Day 237 // Payson to ?? // 15 miles // miles walked in total 1,677                                                       
Day 238 // middle of nowhere to Fort McDowell // 17 miles // miles walked in total 1,694                
Day 239 // Fort McDowell to Scottsdale // 31 MILES // miles walked in total 1,725


The dessert is beautiful and peaceful. The days are warm and the nights are freezing. I am passed the moment where I walk from town to town. Now, I walk from sun up until sun down. The side of the road is my home. 

I walked from Payson to Phoenix, over 80 miles with no services. It was the most beautiful part of the trip. Just wide open desert landscape, as far as the eye could see. 


As I made my way to Phoenix,  a hotel showed up on my map, 31 miles away. My dear friend Kyle left a message saying he wanted to get me a room somewhere when I reached civilization. I pushed hard through the day, even walking about an hour in the dark. I made my way to what turned out to be a casino. Excellent!! It was the much needed perfect end to a long day. I had a few drinks, a great dinner, and went for an amazing swim the next morning. Oh, and won a little money at the poker table. I made it to Phoenix!